It
hurts more than you know. Words are so had to describe my feelings at this
moment, I have always been better with images, yet writing down how much i miss
you, seems to give me more tranquillity, writing to let go, to give this all a
place. it will never heal, it will never go away, but just learning to give it
time and space.
I
can tell you how much I care, how much I’d give to have you back in my life,
but you know all this and it won't change anything , that's what I’m learning
within time.
writing
to tell you how much i have learnt to show you that through fragility i become
a stronger person, more able to understand, more able to listen and care, hurt
through loss, I’ve become yet a wiser person. I miss the wormth of knowing
you're just a phone call away, miss being kicked out of your room, I miss
having to place your food into a microwave in case you come back hungry. I miss
hearing you come in at night. I miss how you used to strangle my tummy when I
told secrets to mom.
I
miss you warm and u will always be my brother and I love you.
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